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‘‘In the Middle of Chaos ★’’
N
Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 5:00 AM
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To N :

Life is short , i agree.
Since we have a 3 yrs relationship, we need 3 years to forget each other .
But sometimes when thing changed, it cant be mend .
Just like us.. I consider being loved when i am being respected . You know , respected is the best way to show a person how much u loved a person. Spiting a person using her ex as a object is not a gentleman manner. You can tell urself how much you loathe me for being so heartless but since then i lack the confident in loving someone again . I cant Bring myself to love you back again because everything is not the same again . Is not the place isnt right, is the Timing isnt right.
I Feel that we are not mature enough to handle our situation now tactfully. If what yours is really yours , why force a relationship to go according at your wishes. I just feel the time isnt mature yet. If thing is not urs, no matter how you force, it wont be yours . I still find myself childish and cant handle a relationship well. I am very tired talking about us. Currently , i am not feeling very well and i hope you understand that i am trying to focus on my studies and career. Relationship is at the back of my mind. I am not trying to run away or hide in a shell , i am learning to know myself better and improvise my character well. But up till now, i cant focus on relationship now.

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