today is such a lonely day
feel like being solitude to a lonely planet with no human beings around
i keep watching DVD to pass time and do my assignment.
A assignment where there is no ending to it...

anyway , he sms me today saying every bits of thing around him reminded of me..
the only memories he have was those neoprints where we took 2 months ago
and hug the yellow smiley which i used to hug whenever i settled down in his room
The smiley pillow was my favourite because i like to smile and laughed in his room...

i am no diffference from you if u say u are lonely..
i believe time will heal all wounds
those wounds that settled on us are still fresh
but time and different seasons will stop the pain.

Recently i done a psychological test on who is the person which i cant forget in my whole life..
The result is my first love..
which is true.. i wont ever forget him ... even if part of my memories is lost , i wont forget him for the rest of my life..

He and i were parted due to several reasons which i think i shouldnt have mention here at all... but nevertheless, i hope he can stand up on his own... i have a friend who have the same case as us.. he took around 3 -4 months to recover his cheerfulness... i know part of him is still sad but it is now better than last time .. i guess me and him always will feel sad during sat and sun because this is the time both of us are always together no matter what... but now it is gone.... anyway, i really hope for the best of him ...even if we cant be couple , we can be friends ... hope he wont find a girl who is so manly as me, hope he will find a girl who will dote him, love him ... as much as i did last time.

since i cant walk down the aisle with him, i will ask all angels to bless him..