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‘‘In the Middle of Chaos ★’’
![]() Monday, January 10, 2011 @ 6:55 AM
![]() Today i decided to deactivate my Facebook . So you might not be able to look at my status from today onwards.. Cause i just don feel like posing my stuff online anymore. i dont like people to comment and keep seeing my stuffs.. Thank for the concern but i am alright with my assignment. Thank god, the deadline has been extended.. feel more relieved. Well , i feel more relieved for this.. but however, i feel Zero as a part of my friend buddy .. i totally feel so damn Zero because i failed to be someone buddy .. Sometimes treating a person good doesnt mean you like him or love him .. but you treat him like a REAL BUDDY you want to show concern over that person whom you truely care.. like a REAL bro i dont have a BRO .. so when i feel that when i really have a bro to share my problems with him .. i just feel totally .. treat him like a kin of mine.. a REAL BRO .. Not those fake bro.. with a fake smile ... :( Now , i really don know how to motivate him ... God ... If you have the power, please show him your love i will put him in my prayer ... I will pray for him .. He is always my Buddy . Forever. Sunday, January 9, 2011 @ 1:31 AM
![]() i walked into the church with a heavy heart.. thinking how many projects i had in my hands... thinking of the test and project that are going to be handed in soon i guess alot of people are filled with emotional and stressful with the situation they going through. Me too. i face stress and filled with despair. But i understand that this is a test from god. He want me to face new challenges daily. I Taste the bitterness of my tears. Does it taste salty? Definitely not. Because my heart told me that this is not the tears of sadness. Is the Tears of Despair. Is the tears of anxiety . Is the tears of Hope. God will see us through , regardless of who is it . I believed we face challenges everything and you might think this is your destiny. Think again. Is it destiny or challenges? I prayed for my care group, yvonne xie and my dad that they will passed through the test that god gave... i also pray that non believer will passed through the obstacles. This is why we are here for a reason. After 18 Jan , all our burdens will be unloaded .. i am sure god ... you will see us through .. and i pray for daphne that she will passed her test tomorrow with flying colours. Suprising i did a prayer for her today face to face. She is my first person that i pray for her. i can still rmb every word i said .. Dear lord, Please let daphne see through her test tomorrow ... please allow her to pass her test with flying colours and also allow her to untilise her skills tomorrow and i hope god you will strengthen her and motivate her in your ways. Thank you. In jesus name , Amen (x2) This is a short prayer i pray for her this morning. Friday, January 7, 2011 @ 8:36 PM
![]() you will really put in alot of effort to make it happen .. ytd didnt go accordinging to the orginial plan to make it happen ... But i know i will finished it asap ... have faith.. of course , i wont tell you what it is... keep guessing ... it is not related to assignment .. ytd didnt meet up with dap.. i hope after this... i will meet up with her soon :) today i dream of something weird .. i watch a movie until 4 am .. is like when i wake up, i was so sleepy ... lol tot i watch till 4am when i am not.. Assignment is overflowing.. but thank lord .... you make it happen ... i wont tell what i pray hard ... but it is jus that he happen to make my wish come true... ytd was a confused night ... i donno what it is... maybe you find that i wasnt paying attentive to your question but you have to understand the load that i am in ... overflowing assignments... i have to make sure that everything will be done in next next week.. haiz... it is ok .... i wont call again to disturb ... anyway , dont be mistaken , i am still holding tight to the current status i am having . and i will hold on tight until i graduated. Life is simple .... Monday, January 3, 2011 @ 7:55 AM
![]() 不但有凶猛的动物,还有哪可爱可亲的笑容。 我今天去这个非洲的活动,虽然消耗我半天的时间。。 但我的心是愉快的。我没后悔! i am just so happy and glad .. because this is the song they all composed.. and it is so heartfelt music.. like singing around a camp fire and sing together like a family. Sunday, January 2, 2011 @ 5:42 AM
![]() :C Haiz... since i alr did my best . I just let god do the rest.. Totally relied on him .. In jesus name, Amen . @ 4:15 AM
![]() 倒数2011的到来是件没意义的事情,重要的事。。 你人生的重生。。你在这2011的人生目标是什么? A new you is far more important than New Year ! 今天我感受很多。。。。 我人生的起起伏伏是上帝的安排。。 你希望自己是个勇者还是懦夫?勇敢面对人生的挑战 还是用逃避来掩护自己?? 得到所有人的祝福是件美好的事情。。 我希望我祈祷的人可以活得精彩。。他可以得到他想去的地方。。 完美的人生。。 摆脱他以往的负面想法。。 还有, 希望你人生的迷茫能找到出路。。 Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 6:56 AM
![]() haiz .. just feel alone in this apartment .. last year 2009 countdown to 2010 , i quarrel with him for going BBQ with friends 2010 to 2011.. i am at home watching the time past.. oh man i just cant take this man no mood for counting down .. What the hell is this .. My life screw.. if i am now at pub.. oh man ..but i wasnt if i am now at somewhere outside my apartment , that will be good.. but i wasnt if i am with someone i crush on, that would be good, but i wasnt ... oh man ! oh man ! 2010 is like oh man .. i am just reading some bible stuffs and chatting with adeline.. with so many haiz on our converstation .. oh man ... == screw up my LIFE ! |
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